Tuesday, April 13, 2010

all is right except one thing-

i just cannot understand how people can lie to themselves and other people about who they are. i almost feel bad for this girl i know. she's just openly mean to everyone around her.
first off i didn't like her from the start at all for personal reasons. it was so strange to me that she was just evil and no one believed me. of course i didn't help the situation because i was rude to her and all, which now i'd take back. i was 16 or 17 at the time. we eventually became "friends"...but she'd always just treat me like i was 5 years old. she's a veryyyyyy condescending person. so i was never happy around her anyway. after going back and forth with the girl liking her and not liking her i had reached a point where i just was content and didn't care either way how she was. i'd just would say "she's just *****." i'd even stand up for her because no one was on her side who cared about the situation.
another shining quality about this person is that she likes to talk about herself A LOT. but recently in the past year, she's gotten worse. she's always quitting this or doing some sort of exercise and i'm pretty damn tired of it.
i understand you want the world to know this or that about yourself. great... say it once or twice, word will travel. people will hear about it. don't talk about it 24 fucking 7. it's obnoxious. whether it's lies or not it'll travel.
another thing. you are not a manager. you are not better than everyone else. stop acting like you are on this high horse that no one else can get up on. stop being so rude and mean to everyone at the store who isn't paying you. what gives you the right? it's a funny thing how i have no problem with the dishwashers or pizza makers or anything like that. respect them and they'll respect you. try asking them and not telling them. try asking me and not telling me. that was one of the very first problems i had with you. you don't like people who don't pay you to tell you what to do, why should we? why should we put up with your bullshit? what makes you so special that we have to put up with your bullshit and you don't have to put up with ours? it's not because you're an "adult". adults know how to respect others in the work place. adults can hold decent relationships and respect the person they're with. adults realize that you really cannot have your cake and eat it too when it comes to work. you gain respect and you gain more responsibility by attending work. sometimes you have to choose work over life. that's just the way it is.
i'd say the only adult thing about you is you not talking behind everyone's back...but.... you do. you're just as bad as all of us. you're human... realize it. you are just as bad if not worse at talking bad about people. you're more judgmental than the most of us. tell me... why is it that us venting about you is bad and you venting about us is good? you're not a family member and you will never be. deal with it. i hope you leave soon because i cannot stand you. i don't even want to be your friend. 
you're just big fake.
a little snot nose brat. you're not adult. if you are than i don't want to be one. i want to be a kid forever.

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